| June, Evan |
[24 Jun 2008|01:27am] |
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The storm is finally over. I did NOT do that. I know I can make it Tstorm, I wish I could stop it.
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[17 Jun 2008|12:19am] |
This sucks. I have to work all summer.
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Fucking marriage. Mom's being such a bitch about it.
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[02 May 2008|01:57am] |
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So I told my mother and I'm grounded. That is really surreal.
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[13 Mar 2008|03:04pm] |
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For the last time, Bonnie Tyler. No. I will not sleep with you.
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| June |
[01 Mar 2008|02:01am] |
I went to Livingstone for a cough drop and he cornered me about the lightning thing. He's got some pretty wacky theories that I may almost, sort of believe. Actually, I think I do believe them. I'd like to believe them. They make sense on a logical level if you rule out what we accept commonly as reality. If they're right then I'm someone really powerful. Really.
We haven't talked much about the lightning since I showed you in the closet, and we really should. I know cheer leading has you busy right now, and I'm just pouring this out onto a computer at two in the morning because if I show up at your house right now your parents will send me away.
I have those dreams that Livingstone talks about-- dreams that feel like memories. Always wearing shit like togas and sandals, always in marble buildings of fields or on mountain tops. Sometimes I'm being an idiot and chasing some girl that I don't want because I love her but because I want to have things. I know that's a really dumb thing to tell your girlfriend, but I want you to trust me. I chase girls in my dreams for the same reason as I used to in real life-- it's a test. It's a game. Not like you.
And in these dreams you kill them. I mean murder-- brutally. But sometimes you're not angry with me and taking it out on them-- sometimes we're in bed together, touching, kissing. We have five children together. We've grown up together. I'm not there because it's a game. I'm there because I love you.
I guess in a round about way, I want to know if you have these dreams too. Supposedly a lot of kids are having weird dreams and powers and it would make it feel more real to me if you were too. Then I'd know that the dreams with you in them were real and not just wishful thinking.
Think about it. If Livingstone is right, I'm Zeus. And you're my queen. That is pretty fucking cool.
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[27 Feb 2008|09:16am] |
I've never had the dreams so vivid. I'm standing in a palace, June is beside me. She looks angry-- angry because the matter at hand has nothing to do with her and everything to do with one of my past indiscretions.
A woman-- I forget who she is in waking but I know she's part of our lives, stands there pleading with me. Our child has been kidnapped. Nix is responsible. He's raped her and because of the rules, she belongs to him now. The woman is sobbing. The trees wilt, the ground hardens. It's all from her weeping.
I have never been so angry in my life.
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[25 Feb 2008|12:44am] |
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I had a really cool dream last night where I was King and I kicked Darcy's ass off a mountain.
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| Evan |
[21 Feb 2008|03:16pm] |
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New teacher is hot.
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| Evan Deacon |
[25 Jan 2008|01:06am] |
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June is dating Darcy Nix. I'm fine playing the field, but I need to rescue her from this idiotic decision.
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[13 Jan 2008|03:24pm] |
Who'd like to go on a date tonight, after the football game?
I favor the Chargers. I just like their logo.
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| Evan Deacon |
[08 Jan 2008|09:50pm] |
I slept with Bonnie last night.
Oh, and that girl I screwed Friday won't stop calling me. I've got her number in my phone as "Ignore" now.
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